My world feels like it has come to a screeching halt.
I am 17 weeks pregnant.
I went to the doctor today for an ultrasound and an amniocentesis.
The news was NOT good.
It appears that my child has not developed kidneys.
A person can not live without kidneys.
I will go back in a week to confirm.
If my baby does not have kidneys, it will not survive. My child will not live.
I feel torn apart and shredded.
My eyes will not stop leaking.
My head will not stop pounding.
My heart will not stop breaking.
Please send us positive thoughts.
Oh Mami. I’m so sorry to hear this. Sending all my positive energy to you.
My heart is breaking for you. Sending prayers, love, anything you possibly could need.
I am so sorry for to hear this. I’m sending positive thoughts, prayers, and virtual hugs your way.
Oh, Mami. I am praying for all of you, sending you love.
Sending prayers.
I am SO sorry, Mami. Sending you lots of love and warm hugs.
I am not a praying woman, but I will pray for you and your baby. praying, praying, praying.
I’m so sorry. Praying for you and your family.
Oh, my goodness. I am so sad to hear this. I just said a prayer for you.
My heart is breaking for you friend. I am praying for you.
(((Unknown Mami)))
I’m so sorry that you guys are going through this right now. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
What heartbreaking news. I am so sorry. My heart hurts for you. Thinking about you and your family. Sending positive thoughts and energy your way.
This is the worst thing. All of my thoughts. I know the pain of this, and know that it is consuming. I also know that knowing there is a wave of love and support washing over you can help ease things a little, but even a little is something.
Much love to you, and all of my good thoughts.
I love you, thank you.
Lots of prayers that everything is okay and the ultrasound tech was just not trained properly.
I hope you are right, but of course they brought in the doctor and he couldn’t find them either. I hope they are both wrong.
Sending posivitive vibes your way. I really hope is just a horrible mistake. **hugs**
I’m so sorry. I’ll send good thoughts your way. Stay positive.
Amiga, I’m praying for you and I’m here for whatever you need. Getting to know you personally this year, I know the wonderful mother and human being you are. My prayers, thoughts, and love are with you and your husband. Anything you possible need, please do not hesitate to let me know. -Con Carino-
Mami, I am so sorry. My heart goes out to you and your family. If you need to talk, I am here.
Mami, we are sending so much love to you to hold you up in strength for whatever you have to face.
so sorry. a big abrazo and many prayers.
Oh, Mami… I am so, so sorry to hear this news. You and your baby are in my prayers. God will show the way where it seems there is no way.
A big Hug and be strong.
Many positive thoughts your way, dear! *hugs*
Thank you for your kindness and positive thoughts.
Sending prayers for you and your baby.
I am so so very sorry. I cannot even imagine the pain you and your family are going through. Definitely sending positive thoughts your way.
Amgia,
Lost of prayers going your way…. LOTS!!!!!!
Positive thoughts to you!
And remember, nothing is definite yet…
Hang in there sweetie!
Unknown Mami, Be strong, amiga. Life only throws things at you that you can handle. Stay calm and know that we all feel for you.
Oh Mami… I am so sorry! I will keep you and your family in my thoughts.
Ay, mami. Praying that it is indeed just a mistake. Much love and comfort for you and your family, including the child within you. May God hold you all very, very close.
Oh dear. I will keep you in my thought. Lets not give up hope, mistakes and false reading do happen.
My heart is aching for you and I have tears in my eyes. I know there is nothing that I can say to make the worry, fear, anger and pain vanish. You and your wonderful family do not deserve this and it makes me so sad that you have to go through this. Still, I want to remind you that your baby, whether s/he lives or not, is lucky to have you as his/her mother.
I am sending you lots of love and positive vibes. If there is absolutely anything I can do, please just ask.
*big hug*
I am so sorry, words cannot begin to express my sorrow. You will be in my thoughts continually. Please keep us updated. Much love you you and your family.
Teri
Amiga, te envio toda la energia positiva. Dios te bendiga!
Sorry to hear what you and your family is going through, I hope is a misunderstanding. Sending you tons of hugs, I’ll be praying for you all.
Love and prayers coming your way Mami!
I am so sorry that you have received such devastating news – you will be in my thoughts all week.
So sorry. So very sorry. You are in our hearts.
No words could express how awful this is. You have my prayers.
{{{Abrazos}}} I know that doesn’t even begin to put a dent in what you’re feeling right now. I am so sorry. You have so many people who are here for you if you need us. Thinking of you and your family.
I’m so sorry Mami, my heart goes out to you and your family. Sending you positive thoughts and *hugs*
Mami, I am so terribly sorry. My heart and prayers go out to you. Abrazos!
I am so sorry you have to go through this. I hope no matter the outcome, you can find the love and support this community is here to give you. Un abrazo!
Muchisimas gracias.
You have my prayers. No tengo palabras. What you are going through is heartbreaking. May the outpour of love in all of these comments at least comfort you and give you strength.
Mami,
My heart breaks for you. I am so very sorry and I can’t imagine how you are feeling right now. I hope this is a mistake. I hope you have lots of support and love around you. I am sending all my thoughts and positive energy your way.
All my best,
Tina
Oh dear. I saw this post in my inbox and my hands are weak now when I try to type these words. I will be thinking of you and the baby. {{{{hugs}}}}
So, so sad and painful. Praying!
I am so sorry. Praying for your comfort and strength. If I can do anything please let me know. Praying my hardest that they made a mistake. ((HUGS))
Oh Mami. My heart truly goes out to you. I will be praying for you my friend.
Oh Mami, I’m so sorry to hear this. Let’s hope that there is a mistake and that there is better news the next visit.
My heart ahces after reading this. I can’t imagine the pain and anguish you are going through – my best wishes towards you and your wee one. I will think really great thoughts about kidneys all week!!! Please keep us updated.
Oh, that sucks Mami. Sending prayers in your (and God’s) direction.
Praying for you and your beautiful family, mi amiga.
I just found this and cannot begin to say how sorry I am. My heart is breaking, I’m hoping for the best and sending thoughts and prayers to you.
I am typing through tears…my friend you are such a sweet spirit. I am sending all the good thoughts I have your way….praying.
many many hugs.
Oh Mami! Oh. Oh. Oh. I am praying for you and pudpie and husband. I am praying so hard for all of you. And of course for that little in you. I just don’t know what to say, I want to hug you and make all of this go away.
Oh Mami! I will pray for you and your family and your baby. Try to think positive, have Unknown Papi make you a hot cocoa…
Sending you lots of love, prayers and hugs!
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Sending you love and light.
All my best prayers coming your way
xoxoxo
I’m sending you lots of love and prayers. I wish I could do more, but I hope you can take comfort knowing that there are many, many people out here who are sending all their thoughts and prayers to you and your family. – G
Positive thoughts, prayers and good luck honks being sent your way…Deep breaths UM…there are angels watching over you. Peace.
Oh Mami….No! No! No! I feel sick and sad and can’t stop crying. Say the word and I am on a plane to hold your hand, watch Put Pie, clean your toilets, cook for you, whatever you need. I hate this!! But I also am praying and will not stop praying. I love you, my bloggy friend. With all my heart….
Oh no, I am so sorry to hear this! Will be praying for your family!
Words cannot express how sorry I am. Sending positive thoughts and prayers and hugs your way. XX
So sorry…sending strength and wisdom, hugs…
Prayers from Blasé
Thank you.
Definitely POSITIVE thoughts being sent your way. I’m sure waiting this week will be rough. Take care of yourself!
Oh Mami! My heart aches for you and Papi. Praying, praying, praying! Sending you lots of love and hugs!
My prayers are with you!
Mami, I am so saddened to hear this, sending you love, prayers and heartfelt hugs.
Oh Mami I’m so sorry. You guys are in my thoughts.
With you in spirit and in constant prayer for you and your child….
take care may lord bless you..!!!
Thank you.
take care.. mami.. may lord bless you and the baby!
Thank you for your kindness.
Oh Mami, I am so very sorry. I am praying, HARD. xoxo
Positive thoughts from me to you. Ive been through this twice… email me if you need to talk. Im here midwesternmamah@gmail.com
i just heard over at marlas…i am so sorry…know that we are praying for you and your baby…
oh sweetheart, i’m so sorry. please know that i’m praying for you. hoping that the doctors can find those little kidneys!! love and God bless
Thank you.
Oh sweetie, I will pray for you and I’m sending you love and hugs!
Oh dear Lord. There are no words. Praying, praying, praying and sending all of the positive thoughts I have your way.
((hugs)) and lots of prayers.
Thank you for your kindness and support.
I read the first few lines of this post and my heart broke for you. I am so very sorry you are having to go through this awful time. Is there any way to get seen again sooner, I know how waiting in such circumstances is unbearable.
My thoughts are with you, I am hoping upon hope for good news for you.
Oh Mami, I am so sorry to hear this. I started to write something that I thought might be wise, but having never been in your position before I erased it. I will only send you good thoughts, prayers, and wish for a miracle for you.
saw this on a tweet. all of us mothers are bonded together and all of us have burdened hearts for you. i will be praying for you… and for your sweet baby.
Oh my…I am so sorry! Just tuning in and wanted to let you know you’re in my thoughts and prayers. Hang in there and stay positive! I’m sending Hugs!
Lord, you have shown us that you are a caring, loving, HEALING God. And we know that you can use all things for your Glory. Please be with this family as they go through what is likely to be the most difficult time of their lives and continue to pour our your compassion, love and comfort on Mami as you lift her up and give her strength. In Jesus precious name, Amen.
Oh Mami I will pray hard for you!
Thank you.
I am sending you all the positive thoughts one person can send. I am SO terribly sorry.
Oh no. I’m so sorry. I’m sending all the good vibes I have for positive news.
You’re in my prayers.
Oh Mami, I truly hope the doctors can give you better news next week. Sending you well wishes, hugs, comfort and, hope.
Sending positive thoughts Mami, take care of yourself.
{{hugs}} I can’t even begin to imagine how scared you are. {{hugs}} Lots of prayers going up for a miracle. {{hugs}}
Oh no…So sorry to hear about this. Sending you much strength to get through this time.
I’m praying. Praying. Praying. Praying.
Thinking of you, and sending prayer and love your way. I am so sorry this is happening.
Good thoughts,
your friend,
Marcela
I am so sorry to hear about this. I am hoping that the ultrasound is wrong somehow. Sending hope and prayers your way.
Praying for you, your child, and the tough days ahead!
Thank you.n
OMG! OMG! I am so sorry. I am so sorry. I hope you are OK. That is ridiculous, I am sure that you are not – but please know that I am thinking of you. We all are. Let us know what we can do to help. Much love and many prayers for you and your little one and your entire family.
Thank you for your kind support.
I know that pain, I Lost a baby at 16 1/2 weeks. But you know what I believe….I believe in Miracles, So stay positive, it’s not healthy for you or the baby to have such negative energy. And no matter what, your baby knows you love him/her!
Believe….I do, and I will say a prayer for your Miracle!
I am sending you all my love and hugs and heart felt prayers!
Words and empathy can only go so far. I hope, though, that you feel the love pouring through the comments and that you are lifted up on wings of prayer. Praying along with others that the ultrasound is proven wrong–but if not, that you are given the grace and strength to make it through this recent challenge.
I am so sorry. I’m sending lots of prayers and good thoughts your way. (I’m here thanks to Marla.) Take gentle care.
xoRobyn
I am saying prayers for you – I cannot imagine how that must feel. Thank you so much for your kind words as I was going through tribulations with my dad… Take care, my friend!
I am wishing the biggest wish of hope for you right now my friend. I am so sorry to hear this.
Mami I am so very sorry that you are going through this. I will keep you in my prayers.
Prayers and positive thoughts being sent your way <3
You and your baby are in my prayers.
Thank you.
I don’t know what to say except count me in on the prayers heading your way. If a bloggy stranger can do ANYTHING for you please don’t hesitate to ask.
Thank you for your kindness.
I cannot imagine what you are going through and will not pretend to do so.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family!
Praying for you, the baby, your family. I am so, so sorry.
I´m so sorry! I haven´t been reading up on blogs much lately, but Jeanie sent us this way and I´m glad she did. I will be praying for you!
Oh my God. It’s been ages since I’ve been to visit you…I feel terrible and this is not the news I want to hear! I will be praying like crazy, positive thoughts for your little one…and SO much love coming at you.
Thank you.
Oh sweetie, my heart and prayers are with you and you sweet little one. We serve a God of miracles and I am so prayin’ He has a big one for you. I have seen many unexplained and supernatural miracles happen through the power of prayer.
God bless your sweet family and know we are here to lift you up.
My dear, sweet, beautiful, strong friend,
I am so sorry that I have been away this week. I will be showering you and your baby with all the prayers and warm thoughts that I can muster. I will hold you on my heart just as I am sure that God will hold you in His hands. God bless, my friend. You are loved. And you are not alone.
With my love,
Traci
came over to your blog from Jeanie’s; I’m so sorry; I will keep you in my prayers
betty
Oh Hon….sending you hugs, positive thoughts, ans prayers.
I’m so sorry. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
I read about you on The Fifty Factor. My thoughts are with you and I hope you find the strength to cope. It is clear so many people love you and I’m sure they’re praying for you.
Oh, honey, I am so, so sorry. Let’s wait until the next ultrasound, okay? Maybe they’ve made a mistake.
I am sending all the love I possibly can and will keep you in my thoughts during yoga tonight.
Pearl
Oh sweetie!!! Reading this post is totally making me bawl. I am so sorry that you are going through so much worry and pain. But happy to know that you’ve received improved news since this post. I will continue praying for the health of your baby. And hopefully the sonograms are just plain wrong and that everything is perfectly okay. I wish I could hug you!