I want to wake up and find out that this was all just a bad pregnancy-induced dream.
I want to go back for my follow-up ultrasound on Monday and see a baby swimming in an abundant pool of amniotic fluid.
I want the technician and the doctor to look at me with huge smiles on their faces and tell me that they can clearly see that the baby has kidneys.
I want them to say loud and clear that they were wrong and that they are no longer concerned.
I want a miracle.
I want to thank you for your continued love and support.
Anonymous says
still hoping and praying right along with you…
Rebecca says
The technician at the OB office is not a specialist and can’t always pinpoint everything correctly. It could all be just that….a big mistake. Take it easy and take care of yourself, the baby need you.
Heidi says
I want all that for you, too. I want what turned out to be a miracle for me to be a miracle for you, as well. I’m sending lots of love and my version of prayer to you.
And I want to remind you something a very wise woman once said to me: ” …you will get through this and you will be stronger because of it. You will continue to amaze yourself and your husband with your endurance and strength of character. Remind yourself that this is only temporary.” I know how unbelievable painful this is, how surreal it all feels, but that you will be okay no matter what happens. But it’s terrible to have to look to the future to feel okay; this is a devastating thing to have to endure and I so wish you didn’t have to.
xoxo
macey says
Still praying, friend.
Dwmatty says
Holding hands with you.
Anonymous says
Oh, so do I. So do I. Praying and sending as much love as I can.
Nessa says
I just read the last few posts.
I offer you my prayers. may God bless you and you child with the miracle you seek.
Monkey Man says
We want your miracle, too.
Oscar says
I want it too.
Fraukmwest says
prayers and hugs my friend!
Ajsluiter says
I want for you all those things to be true. Am thinking about you & praying for the miracle that you so desire.
Anonymous says
Hoping for your miracle.
CK says
My little brother’s life is a testament to the fact that miracles happen. God moved in such a mighty way in the formation of his newborn skull that the doctors, who had been negative about the situation, were stumped. They told my mother that the only way they could explain what happened was that it was a miracle.
Miracles aren’t too much to pray for.
Tara R. says
I want all these things for you. Still in my thoughts.
Joanna Jenkins says
Still praying and sending you love, strength and support.
xoxo jj
The Good Cook says
Oh Mami – I know, I know. I am praying that you receive every single thing on your want list.
Anonymous says
I just broke out in tears for you. I want all of this for you. Please God hear our prayers.
Lynn says
You’ve been in my prayers everyday Mami, since I read your first post of your pregnancy troubles a few days ago. Hope, prayers do cause miracles!
Tracie says
I want those things for you as well. Still sending you positive thoughts and prayers.
Aging Mommy says
I want all of that for you too – I cannot stop thinking about you since you posted your news the other day.
Jen says
hoping with you!!
The Absence of Alternatives says
My thoughts are with you and the baby. I hope you are holding up ok, “ok” being a relative word here. {{{{hugs}}}}
Coby says
Nothing wrong with wanting, praying, hoping for a miracle. I am praying vigorously for one for you and your sweet baby.
Maybelline Valenti says
my prayers are with you!
mrsblogalot says
I just read your last post and I am still in stunned. My heart and positive thoughts are with you.
urban muser says
sending you good vibes. i hope everything works out for you.
Tina says
I just want to give you a hug….
Best,
Tina
Marlaahansen says
I will not stop asking for what you want. I am literally consumed with praying for you, in my dreams and in my waking. Please Lord……..
The Zen Mama says
Thinking about you and hoping everything is ok!
Dotonthesun says
I haven’t been around these parts for a while and just caught up. Please know that you have more prayers coming from me. <3 Que Dios Los Bendiga.
Myyasaad says
I want a miracle for you as well. Praying hard for you!
unknownmami says
Thank you, Marla.
The Bipolar Diva says
Thinking about you every day.
Anonymous says
I want all of those things too. xoxo
Lindsay @ Just My Blog says
Praying for a miracle.
MyLittleMiracles says
Miracles do happen…keep the faith and I will keep adding a prayer to the prayer chain!
Youngwifestale says
Praying for a miracle.
Ladii-Aponte says
im a new Follower Just been reading some of your posts, and it brought tears to my Eyes! in 08 i experienced something simmilar only the doctor told me one of my angels had a very faint heart beat but it was ok.. i later went to the Er one angel was Gone! and i was in denial i couldnt belive i had lost angel “A” my boy i wen to the doctor again that monday and hetold me he’d have to remove him if there was any chance for Angel “B” my girl and well her heart beat wasnt too good either the day before they were to take him out I begged for an ultrasound Just to make sure i wanted a new tech that knew nothing! so I went and they tell me Both my ANgels have no Heart beat… How could this be possible?! i went back to my dr. he did an ultrasound the same day and it was confirmed both angels were gone! I was so close to my 3rd trimester.. the doctor said they were most likly identical that in situations when both babies die its an identical twin, I will keep you in my Prayers Just thought I’d share
http://www.ladii-Aponte.Blogspot.com
Lindyloumac says
I have had a break from my computer as we have visitors and what happens when I come back to catch up, I read devastating news in your most recent posts. I am so sad for you and will be hoping and praying that they were wrong. Stay strong.
Shell says
I want that for you too. I went through this in Feb. and still wanting. Sending prayers and hope your way.
unknownmami says
Thank you, my friend.
unknownmami says
Thank you so much for sharing your story. I appreciate the support. I am having a really hard time.
I look forward to getting to know you. I will be by to visit you as soon as I get to a point where I can visit and read. Right now it’s all I can do, just to get the basics done.
Anonymous says
Hugs to you, Mami.
The K Family says
Oh I am in tears reading the last three posts. I am praying for you so hard right now. I know your baby is going to be ok. Sometimes those technicians misinterpret things. I know it just aches having to wait for the results to come back, but know that all of us posting on here care about you and are praying with you.
Anonymous says
I want it all for you, too! Take this and give it to God. He will help you get through it all, no matter what. I am sending prayers and thoughts.
Anonymous says
I’m praying for you and your baby.
steven anthony says
Im still praying <3
Kristin_The_Goat says
Oh Goodness Mami, this is just heartbreaking news. I’m so very very sorry. I’m sending you healthy thoughts and prayers.
Anonymous says
I want this for you, too. My heart is filled with prayer for you.
gaelikaa says
I pray it was all a big mistake. I’m praying all the time for you….
BAT says
I want all that to be true as well.